Isaac Samuel Triumph King is a little fighter! He is 6 days old today! The Lord has been so gracious to allow us such precious time with him. We have confirmed he has Trisomy 18, though we don't know the extent of it, and we don't care about labeling him like the medical community does. Isaac is so sweet; I love cuddling with him and holding his little clenched hands and kissing his darling face.
We finally named him! Isaac had been on my heart ever since we found out he had some health conditions. Isaac, because Abraham laid his Isaac down knowing God would provide, no matter what. The name also means "he laughs". Isaac is a gift, and we know any tears we cry now will be exchanged for joy someday. In the Word, Hannah dedicated her Samuel back to the Lord, and that is how we feel with Isaac. "Triumph" because Christ has already triumphed over every fear we have, over sin and death, and He will bring us triumph through this!
The older four of us have stayed at the hospital in family rooms with Mom and Dad for the last two nights. They haven't been home since Isaac was born, or had the sleep they need so much. We crave a little bit of normal during this time, but it's hard to come by. If Isaac could eat on his own, things might change.
JD, Cody, Hannah and I needed showers and a clean change of clothing, so we came home after two days at the hospital. It feels good. We're heading back to the hospital in a little bit for another plunge. Our grandparents on Dad's side are here and have been helping with Will Jed and Wyatt at home. Grandparents on Mom's side got here yesterday and will stay for a week to help out where they can. We're so thankful grandparents can be here and meet Isaac!
Isaac is still having bouts of apnea. It could partly be triggered by a heart medication he is on, but it's such a low dose we don't know if it is contributing to his apnea, or if it's even helping his little heart. He seems very peaceful and content, thank the Lord. God is merciful and good. During the past few days we thought he was totally gone from apnea 3 different times, but he came back. It's an exhausting emotional roller-coaster. His breathing is shallow sometimes; he's on oxygen and IV for nutrients. For the last 48+ hours we've taken turns holding him in a recliner. He hasn't even used that crib of his.
We're so humbled and thankful for the faithful prayers of so many dear friends, and want you to know we love you.
We continue to trust the Lord and seek Him. Isaac has already touched our lives so much, and the lives of others around us. We just need His strength, mercy and grace desperately. The Lord will provide...
Hey Guys, this is Paul, writing for the entire Durocher family. What a great note! Your letter reflects so much wisdom and grace and mature christian character. Blessings to you all. It is amazing to see how God allows his servants to go through these terrible ordeals and have such grace. OUr triplets were born at two and three pounds and then they all lost weight. Two months of 'roller coaster' and seeing our fellow 'crib mates' go through it and then many children not come home. May the Lord's mighty presence continue to bless you and continue to give you strength. May he fill you with His holy wisdom and comfort. Your family's unity is a testimony to your love for one another and for Him. PTL. We love you guys....you are in our prayers and thouhts regularly. We love the names you've chosen too. Blessings as you walk the Masters road.
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